Rabu, 01 Februari 2012

A perfecto gift from God

today, i just realised once again. God already gave me what i want.

You are exactly whom i want most.
Physically, the way you care for me, your smile, most of it is your love.

Darling, thanks for always be there and here for me.
Thanks for understanding all the weakness that i have.
Thanks for having laugh, trhough the tears.

Thanks for coming to my life.
i love you always.

Dear my God, thanks fo having me a life.

Senin, 30 Januari 2012

Momentum Malam

Ada rindu di sela jari-jari kita, menyatu, membawamu menyebrang jalan itu.
Hingar bingar kendaraan.
Kurasa lebih riuh hatiku, sayang.
Bahwa dirimu menjadi milikku utuh sesaat.
Aku mungkin seperti bermimpi, tapi dirimu adalah nyata.
Ah, sayang, kita sudah mempunyai pagi.
Kali ini cinta begitu baik menyapa malam.
Aku ingin mengulangnya.
Bersamamu,
dicumbu bulan hingga pelukan matahari.

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kepadamu, yang kutitipkan rindu tak bertali.

Senin, 07 November 2011

what is it?

Dear God,

"what is it?"

Kenapa coba harus melalui semua ini? is this my comfort zone? or not?

"what is it?"

Kenapa semua orang berpikir gue bisa padahal mereka gak tau apa apa tentang gue. What did they see in me?

"what is it?"

Kenapa sekarang begitu menjadi sangat rumit dipecahkan? Ketika apa yang gue ambil, semua hasilnya tetap sama. Kekecewaan dimana-mana.

"what is it?"

Mereka bilang gue harus sabar. Sabar apanya lagi. Sampai di batas mana? Sampai gue jadi kambing hitam? Sampai dia melihat gue "berdarah-darah" melalui semua hal yang gue sangat benci.

"what is it?"

I HATE SO MUCH THOSE THINGS!!!!!!!!

Memangnya gak ada opsi lain selain menghindar dan hadapin ya? Berasa perang batin banget nih gue. KAMPRETTTT!!!

And, noone will understand me? including you? HAH?!!

God, what is it?!!!!!!!

what the hell is it? answerrrrrrrrrrrrr meeee....im ANGRY!!!!